It has been a long Friday. I had 4 massages then worked 5 hours at the bar. Today, I had some time to think of what I am doing and why… I am trying to make my kids and family’s life better and make it so life is easier! I struggle with “am I working too much” or too little. Are my kids feeling neglected? Are they actually being neglected?! Being a working mom is hard. But then being a non working mom is hard when you have to tell your kids, “no, we can’t afford that” Can we ever WIN?!

I am going out with the Hubs tonight. Trying not to dwell on my insecurities and anxieties too much. We love each other and our family and we think we are doing the best we can with what we have! We love our family and love each other and love our kids!