Monthly Archives: November 2015

Need to Shake Off This Reality

30 Monday Nov 2015

Posted by in Bartending, Be You, Connection, Dance, Do You, Live life, Mom Stuff, Working Mom

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Today, as I parked at dance, I looked over at the empty bakery and thought, hmm…I wonder if I could open that up again and make it work? I need a business partner with capital, another bakery partner maybe two. One to bake breads and stuff and one to help decorate cookies and stuff. Then in the evenings we could do wine and cocktails… I know this is a pipe dream but I am feeling overwhelmed and not where I want to be so I am dreaming of something else that would stimulate me and inspire me not depress me with the reality that is.
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My reality right now is I work two jobs. One I trained for and decided I wanted to be in high school the other a job that is easy and fun and makes pretty good money but I have to work at night when I don’t want to. I like to be with my family. I do dance a couple nights too so between working a couple nights, dancing a couple nights and then date night with the hubs I am never home! I don’t know what to do. Massage is hard on my body and unpredictable, bartending is easier on the body and also unpredictable but I work at night and on weekends. I just wish I could figure out what I want to do. Or how to get there.

I want to help my family financially, I want to be there for my family and be home when they are home! I miss them all! I want to buy my husband a car or at least make it so we can afford the payments and dance and sports fees without him stressing. I think we are almost there. But I want to be mom to my family to. The kind that has dinner on the table and smiles all around at mealtime. Not one stressing about having tobget here or there or forgetting that we already have something planed and scheduling something else! I am a bit down tonight.

I need to rally and be happy and exciting when the Hubs gets home so the Little bit of time we have can be fun and connecting and loving and everything he wants it to be!

I will try to be a little more positive tomorrow!

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Rematch! Let’s Get This!

29 Sunday Nov 2015

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Game day post!!! Happy Seahawk’s game day! It is a Superbowl 40 rematch! The Seahawk’s vs the Steelers. I would like to say there is no built up lingering animosity but there is a little. We have respect for that team but really want to prove who is boss here in Seattle! Looking forward to seeing our Hawks come out and play well. Play as a team focused!

Always compete! Be all in and get this win! I want to see the team that I know is there that can win on all sides of the ball! One things for sure we fans will show up! We will be loud and we will support! Always love and support and loyalty for our team! Go Hawks!

Let’s do this!! FYI pregame good luck ritual accomplished this morning! We got on the right ferry are at the right bar, we have done our part! Here we go Hawks!!! Let’s do this!!!!

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29 Sunday Nov 2015

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Game day post!!! Happy Seahawk’s game day! It is a Superbowl 40 rematch! The Seahawk’s vs the Steelers. I would like to say there is no built up lingering animosity but there is a little. We have respect for that team but really want to prove who is boss here in Seattle! Looking forward to seeing our Hawks come out and play well. Play as a team focused!

Always compete! Be all in and get this win! I want to see the team that I know is there that can win on all sides of the ball! One things for sure we fans will show up! We will be loud and we will support! Always love and support and loyalty for our team! Go Hawks!

Let’s do this!! FYI pregame good luck ritual accomplished this morning! We got on the right ferry are at the right bar, we have done our part! Here we go Hawks!!! Let’s do this!!!!

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You Can Always Be Better

28 Saturday Nov 2015

Posted by in Cleaning, Homemaker, Live life, Love, Schedule, Self Care, Washing Clothes

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Hello Saturday! We have almost nothing scheduled. The Hub’s and his buddies played their turkey bowl today. I normally like to go and watch and see the guys but I decided to be more responsible and stay home and clean. My house needed some time from me cleaning. It still needs more but my attention span is over it. I still have to put a ton of laundry away. Maybe I can get the hubs to help with that!

This is going to sound weird but it was actually nice to get some time to clean up my kitchen and my house. All I did was dishes wipe down counter tops and dinning room table ect. I have a couple piles of paperwork to go through but it was nice to be cleaning I enjoyed the homemaker feeling again. Then I got sad that I don’t have more time to do that stuff. I enjoy the extra money I make working my two jobs but I wish, schedule wise, I had more freedom or could figure out how to better to manage my time!

Being super busy does not help. Every weekend we have stuff to do. Today is abnormal that we have nothing planned. Next weekend is show weekend and also a banquet for football volunteers that I have been very involved in organizing and they are on the same night! Shit! How am going to be two places at once? I guess I will be late to the banquet and hopefully there will still be peopleAlways compete be better there that I want to see and that there will still be food there! The event runs 5-11 and the show starts at 6 and I think it is supposed to be an hour and a half. So I am thinking we could probably get to the banquet by 8:30 or 9:00. Then Saturday we have a bazaar fundraiser that I am supposed to be sewing some hand warmer covers to sell for fundraising for dance but I think this year we will skip it. Our fundraiser for dance is me working two jobs! But I like doing crafty things so it is sad that I don’t really have time for it right now.

Anyway I am enjoying this down time I have today. I love being busy but I also love being able to fill my time with cleaning when I want to or crafting when I’d like to. I miss making cakes for everyone’s birthdays too. But I have to say is I am happy to be able to help financially with the family maybe one day I will be an owner and can hire people to work for me and then maybe, work less and do more of what I want… that will probably retirement! I don’t want to sound like I am complaining, I am not! I love my life. I love my family. We all should be happy where we are and do our best to be where we want to be but in the meantime love the life we have. I love my work, I love being busy, I love being able to have my daughter in dance, my son active, have season tickets and nope have to worry if we can afford new shoes. I do still take the time for myself to dance and enjoy life (I, like most people, should probably take more time for self care). Life is good! That doesn’t mean I want some things to be different or better. It’s that ‘Always Compete’ motto in life there is always room for improvement, never settle but always work hard to be better!

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Be Thankful in The Moment Regardless

27 Friday Nov 2015

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We had to leave early from camping. The Resort messed up our reservations so we were booted out of our spot! I was so angry. It cut time short with our family as we all had to take our RV’s home. There was “nothing” they could do they said. Even though it was their fault! What would have happened if we had no where to go? We would have been “out on the street” or in their parking lot!

So anyway, the kids got to go home with Gma and Gpa so they were happy about that! We had to come home unload and everything but now we are going to meet up with some buddies and have an adult beverage or two and enjoy some kid free time. I plan to sleep in tomorrow! Hoping to make up for how crappy I felt earlier and enjoy and be thankful in the moment!

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Happy Thanksgiving!

26 Thursday Nov 2015

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Happy Thanksgiving! Today is a family day! We are so
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close to my family I think our fam needs a bit of a break from the trailer games. We can have a normal-ish night on vacay, no we will go gamble at the casino while Grandma and Grandpa hang with the kids.

Dear Hubs, Let’s go to the casino and win some Thanksgiving Day cash! (Wait… Is this inappropriate?) …I don’t care have fun everyone!

I hope all of your hearts and tummies were full tonight!

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XXX-Sh Don’t Wake Aunt Jude-XXX

25 Wednesday Nov 2015

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Trailer is hooked up and we are heading off for Thanksgiving. We are meeting the In-laws at an RV park at a Casino. Tomorrow we are going to deep fry a Turkey and have all the fixings! It is nice to just

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get out of town and do things differently! The Hubs and I worked full days at work then loaded up the trailer and headed away!

Hey, it’s Hump Day! I almost forgot! We need a Hump Day challenge. Let’s see it is the eve before Thanksgiving. I challenge you to start foreplay with your lover by listing the things you are thankful for. Each thing you must they take off a piece of clothing. When you are naked kiss the parts of their body you are thankful for. Then fuck but family is around sontry to be as quiet as possible…Slow and deep movements are beat to not make the bed squeek. Fuck slow and soft while he is Hard and she is wet and grind up against each other as quietly as possible. Sh they won’t know that you are fornicating in cousin Johny’s room, but you will! At dinner tomorrow you can secretly giggle like school kids when you see everyone sleeping on the other side of the walls at Grandna’s house!

Enjoy each other and have fun quietly fucking! You can cross off fucking in a forbidden location off your list. Don’t worry no one will know unless you blush when Aunt Jude asks if little Johnny’s bed was comfortable enough!

Busy? Keep calm and Meditate

25 Wednesday Nov 2015

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This is awesome. I saved it earlier in the day so I could when I got a minute of down time I could post for today’s (Tuesday’s) blog. Well I just got down time. Half the town’s power is out and The Bar’s was not so lots of people came in to order food and be in a place that had lights and heat. It was a steady night we did pretty well. But time for me to go home and get as much sleep as I can before getting up for my massage job, 5 massages tomorrow and then leaving in the camping trailer (that’s not ready to go, and I am not packed) for the Holiday with the In Laws!

It should be fun! Have a good night I hope you all get time to meditate I am going to try to take some time to do that!
..if I ever can figure out how and when!

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Yay Me!

23 Monday Nov 2015

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Most of you know I am the equipment manager for the pee wee league. This last weekend was gear check in. This is my third year doing gear check out and check in! I met up with families today that didn’t make it to turn in their gear on Saturday. The last two years I have had to follow up with families well into December to get the stragglers. I don’t know if I am just earning the respect of the families in the league and they are getting everything turned in or if the fact that I publish the gear check in day on gear check out day or if they just don’t want me to cash their deposit checks or what! Whatever it is…I don’t care it is working!

Experience pays offIt has been a rough season. I have spent a lot of hours trying to get everyone all that they need in regards for gear and it has been a struggle since I took on two jobs this year vs no jobs last year. I am so happy and cannot express how excited and accomplished I feel. I know it is just gear but it is shoulder pads, helmets, practice pants, game pants, knee pads, belts girdles….. for 250 or so players! It is not exactly and easy task! Yay me! Great job SKPW! Also, the equipment is more organized than ever! I am so thankful for my husband’s help. I tell him, I want this organized or this year I want you on helmets. We had some coaches, some parents, not too many people but very quality people and I was so happy that they were all there! (I am pretty sure none of them read my blog but I want to give them credit, they were awesome!)

I had amazing help, great organization and the last few years have tweaked with a few things and that really made the difference! So for a second I am going to again just say “Yay Me”! Was a great way to end it (not that the work is done inventory needs to happen and I have to track down a few coaches to get their gear) but really Monday after gear check out I can say I have it all! Yay Me! Now to enjoy the volunteer banquet this year!

Now time to get ready in the house for Thanksgiving… Got a lot of work to do if only it could be so easy as Gear Check In was this weekend!

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Walk of Shame

23 Monday Nov 2015

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So when I said we were going to take advantage of a kid free night…yeah, we really did! We over slept our normal Seahawks ferry time and were late late! But the Seahawks won so no harm there! We had friends come over “after hours” and sit in the hot tub. We had a great time last night. Chilling and relaxing in the hot tub! I just now am feeling it. Apparently there’s a gigantic bruise on my back…

I do feel sore. And I have a bruised ego more than anything! I was sitting in the hot tub and got hot so I was going to sit up on the edge to cool off. Then I decided I wanted to get out. Apparently I didn’t get my feet out and fell backwards on our concrete patio…about 3 feet or down to the ground!

Now, let me tell you falling out of your hot tub at 3(ish) AM does not make you feel super proud of yourself! All I remember is laying on the ground looking up at The Hubs. Nothing makes you feel more stupid than laying on you back naked on the ground after falling out of your own hot tub! OK maybe waking up tomorrow morning might! Not one of my proudest moments! But a fun time was had by all and I just need to be a little less clumsy these days! Between falling down stairs a few days ago, this and being sick last week I feel fragile to say the least!

At least the Seahawk’s won today! It was a much needed win!

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