I hate working two jobs! I love them both but miss my family, friends, and everything! I missed a birthday dinner for one of the husbands good friend and assistant coaches.


I am so emotional tonight. I don’t really know why, might be black of nutrition haven’t eaten all day (just had cottage cheese feel a bit better). Just f3l bummed and sad that sometimes it feels like I am missing out on my life. But I am happy to help relieve some stress of financial situations for our family.

Gotta shake this feeling…I am tempted to take a quick break from “Dry January” and let the hair down and chill! I need to chill!