Hello readers! It’s been a long time since I have wrote a Hump Day Challenge. It has been a long year. I have had a rough last year! I wrote a blog last week about where my life has been and the struggles but it was too personal and too painful to share, it stirred up a lot of old emotions that I want to get past and it sits in my drafts page. I just am not in the mood to put that negativity out and want to get past it! I have always worked best to distract and move on in my life. The Hubs and I have had struggles that I have wrote about and alluded to. That as always and is probably true in your relationships will be there. Life is a road full up bumps and hills to climb but there is also smooth areas and fun times. I choose to focus on the fun times!

So to focus on the fun times today I am bringing back the Hump Day Challenge! I am starting soft…sort of get ready all you readers it’s about to get raunchy and detailed. We are all adults here and anything goes. Good sex fixes a lot of things, moods, decreases stress puts a smile on your face! I am starting with an oral sex challenge today! When the Hubs and I first met I was a very prudish “good girl” sex was not talked about except for the fact that is was not to be had until married and to me it meant that it was bad! Now that I am married and an adult I think talking about sex (among adults) is healthy and natural and normal! and more than that it helps with the sex life! Even more importantly a good sex life is an anchor point of a good marriage!

With all that said adventuring into new sexy things was a rough start but when our sex life got good it was oral sex that took us there. I don’t know what changed or how it happened but at some point the Hubs just got good at Oral Sex. I remember lying back one night and going OMG this feels so good what happened? I didn’t ask too many questions I just enjoyed it. Over the years the taboo of oral sex has decreased (maybe this is just me because of my prudish upbringing or real world getting more in your face.

Today’s challenge is to pleasure your lover with you mouth. Use your tongue suck and lick until they come or until they push you back and return the favor. Use it for a little foreplay for the real deal or take turns pleasuring each other. Don’t be afraid to hum or grunt the vibration of your voice adds a soothing sensation. Feel free to talk about it before hand especially if this is new for you. (Some women may be skittish about you actually cumming in their mouth so have a hand signal or something to change to however you decide to finish him off, be patient she may get there someday) Take some extra time in the shower “cleaning up” your “area” your partner will thank you, especially if there is a little aversion to oral. Smooth skin feels good to the tongue (and keeps away any residual sweaty smell, yuck).

Use your tongue to play in your partners sex! He/she will thank you and you will get yours in return! Pleasure your mate not to get something in return but for the purpose of giving them pleasure and then take pride in your work as you feel his/her body rock and rub against your mouth and lips. Feel free to add hands and/or fingers to help with the pleasure. Ladies if you gag easy wrap one (or two) hands around his cock and work it with your mouth men slip a finger or two in her pussy and rub her g-spot. You will for sure have a great time!

Go forth and do it with your mouth tonight! Lick suck and kiss to pleasure!

#HumpDayChallenge

It all happens in a moment all at once in that moment just like a flash of lightning, it happens so fast you don’t realize what it is until you hear the crash in what seems like minutes later but it’s not and then you may smell the smoke. Right then and there the world changes.

Not really, the world still turns for normal people, life goes on as normal but that’s not how you feel. This event envelopes your soul you realize the perfection in front of you is not without imperfection.

WHAT DO YOU DO NOW? You relive that very moment over and over and over again. Trying to decide what you did wrong and what you can change or what YOU could have done different. But there is nothing, you were not in control. But you relive that moment and tell yourself you were wrong.

…but you were not wrong. This does not have to paralize you… But how? I do not know…

I fucking miss making time everyday to blog, and write about how sex can save relationships. I miss writing Hump Day Challenges! It has been a tough week, can you fight depression with sex? The Hubs would tell you yes! So I’m going to go with that. Fuck yourself happy today! What, Ruby? How? Grab your sex drive and shake them up and roll!

Relax open up your Comfort Zone and play with your lover. No re-rolls shake your dice and do the deed! The Hubs and I did this last week playing with the dice, I don’t care if it says ,lick his belly button, lick it and make it sexy damn it! Stop judging yeah, it’s silly, but make it sexy! This is where you relax and enjoy each other!

Let the fun, the sex, the connection melt that stress and depression away! Even if it only lasts for a few minutes enjoy the whole time! When it’s over, keep that smile on your face because you have a partner that will Hump Day Challenge with you! Thay’s something to celebrate! That is something to be thankful for!

So go fuck and be happy!

#fuckhappy2017

So, this is a very long post, that is a bit of a ramble on top of my current soap box. I am not a “writer” I am going to edit for typos but I want to keep everything in here I think for me it is important. If you make it through thank you, hopefully we will be able to impact some of the negativity in this world and help support our people.

We have a bit of an epidemic going on right now with Gen X-ers struggling, it’s not just Gen x-ers but Chris Cornell’s passing has heightened my awareness to the people of my generation. Strong successful people are committing suicide and deep in depression even when from the outside, it looks like everything is fine. It is sad. What is going on with us? Where is this coming from. Depression is sometimes disguised as perfectionism or OCD. In today’s world we have social media, cell phones and news 24/7. We have never had to learn to wait for things or information. Stereotypically, Men feel pressure to provide for their family be it by working overtime taking night calls or selling out shows. Women have the cover girls on magazines to look at and try to attain the looks of models who were probably airbrushed and the super mom who has a perfectly organized home and the perfect Pinterest gift for the teacher ono teacher appreciation day. We compare ourselves to all of this and more. We have an image of what our lives were supposed to look like that we fabricated when we were young. Maybe it’s the image we were modeled by our parents or what we wanted out parents to be. We made promises to ourselves that we would never ______________ or we would give our kids and our family better than what we had growing up.

Problem is that we set ourselves up for failure. With all the expectations, we made of ourselves coupled with the comparison of social media and that image in our head that was right or that we wanted in life when we grew up. We were told we could do anything. Generation X was the first generation was told we could have the world and many of us were given the world by our parents. Select sports started when we were kids and we have perfected it to be just the way we would have wanted it when we were growing up. Or is it? We are spending so much time working overtime to get that perfect car that we dreamed of as kids and complain we don’t have time for ourselves. We spend so much time giving our kids the perfect opportunities that we forget who we are doing this for. The money and time we spend on our kids to make them happy, we are hoping at some point to get that in return and we get sad when we don’t get as much as a thank you from Jr. Are we misplacing our energy?

I have coined a term (I am sure it wasn’t me but I use it all the time) “Mom Guilt” dad’s get it too but it’s when as parents you can’t be there for your kids every second of every day. We attempted attachment parenting and realized that it wasn’t for us so we beat ourselves up for it. Many of us got spanked as kids and we weren’t going to do that but we realize not setting boundaries for our kids drain on our lives wasn’t the answer either. There is a happy medium but we haven‘t found it. (Nothing against attachment parenting, I am not an expert, I am using this as an example of my life.) How do we give our kids better but not lose ourselves in the process? We feel bad even that we must ask this question, why don’t we just “know” and who is to blame?

My generation has spent a fair amount of time trying to blame people and circumstances for our situations as well. It’s the way we were brought up, it’s that we got spanked as kids or that we didn’t get spanked. Our parents were the first who started to go to schools and make excuses for us. Many of my friends grew up without accountability, we blame millennials for this but it started in my generation there was just no social media to prove it. We were the first to have cell phones as young adults, I got mine at 18, the hubs at 17. We have been able to be in constant contact with everyone for basically our whole adult life. We are the age of instant gratification. We are not afraid of working to get what we want but we want it now. Fuck waiting for it! But in that, we get frustrated, disappointed and sad that we put in so much work and get no pay off…or very little, of at least it feels like no or very little pay off. It is a source of depression. Reading this article as true as it feels even writing it is frustrating even possibly infuriating. Our generation is also famous for denial. If we don’t acknowledge a problem, there isn’t one. Especially now, there is a depression crisis. We all think it is so important to get it checked out but how many of us sit in our own depression trying to shake it off? So many of us have cried for those we have lost Kurt Cobain, Robin Williams and Chris Cornell but how many of us sit in our own depression thinking it is not that bad. I am guilty “I just need to shake this off” I tell myself, maybe that is the case. We want help for everyone who is depressed but we don’t want to have to acknowledge our own depression. We see it as a fault of something.

Why? Who the fuck knows! We are the first generation not afraid to talk about it, not afraid to acknowledge that there is a problem but we still let it go in our own lives. We think we will be thought less of if we have depression. But do you think less of anyone you know who has depression, who sees a counselor for it or takes medication? My guess is you answered “no” so why don’t you take care of you? We learned what depression was, we learned that it’s okay to talk about it, as long as it’s not you. We also didn’t learn one of the best ways to combat it (okay I am not trying to simplify treatment of depression please don’t think I am I am offering help to those who have the blues not a clinical depression) one very simple way to combat feeling blue about your life it is self-care! Take care of you. Stop trying to impress Facebook and take care of you! Exercise regularly your physical fitness affects your brain. It has been said exercise is the most underused medication for depression and/or other mental illnesses such as ADD, anxiety and even obesity (that’s a subject for another day)

The purpose of this article is to start a thought process for those people my age that are struggling. We may have a good career, a house a family who loves us, but due to circumstances (sometime beyond our control and sometimes within out control) we struggle to be okay. Things just aren’t as good as we want it. We aren’t as happy as we were that day on vacation or we don’t have any time for ourselves because we spend so much time on everyone else! It’s called life! LIFE is depressing sometimes and that is okay! Life is a pain in the ass sometimes. You have kids? You added stress and kids make things harder it’s okay to say out loud! As long as you acknowledge this is a passing event! It will not be horrible forever!

What you must do, is live in the good moments! Yes, getting up at 4 am to go to work then rushing home to get kids to practice and one to dance while you shove PB&Js down your throat because that is all there is time for tonight just to get home in time to help your ungrateful kids with homework and send them to bed and then catch the last 5 minutes of your favorite show before you are falling asleep on the couch before you can kiss you wife hello at the end of the day right before you go to bed, kind of sucks! But there is greatness in there too! You are providing activities for your kids making memories with them at the ball field or giving them the opportunity to make memories with friends, and so much more value is in these days! As much as they suck. Maybe you travel for work and miss you babies first steps which sucks too, but don’t miss their last steps, or their next steps. In life, we have to pick our battles but it’s important to also pick our victories! Victories happen every day you just have to look at them. Maybe your kid struggles at game time but in practice he hits homeruns, relish in those moments!

We create our own happiness! Let’s stop creating our sorrow by dwelling on what is wrong with our life or actually, we dwell on what is not perfect in our life! Most of us have it pretty good. Many of our icons we lost to the nasty disease of depression and suicide looked pretty successful too! Let’s not be a casualty of our generation or our image we had in our head that we thought was how things should be. Let’s talk about our own depression! Say it out loud someone will hear you and support you! There are hotlines, use them! Be a friend but don’t be afraid to ask for a friend when you need one! Reach out! Imagine what may have happened if those who we lost too soon were able to reach out!

I know there is much more to it than I am making it sound right now, but it started somewhere! Let’s make this world a place where we stop judging each other and more than that, we stop judging ourselves. Speak our truths, are you feeling lonely, say it! Are you feeling sad? Say it! Are you feeling like the world and everyone around you would be better off if you were dead? Say THAT too!!! If you are someone who hears someone saying these things, don’t judge them! Don’t try to fix them. Try to understand. Put your arm around them and say “that must be horrible to feel like that!” and then give them a hug. Don’t try to offer a solution, ask them if they know how you can help them. Offer them your time, your moral support, “I’m here for you man” goes a long way. “Do you want to talk?” or “Do you need a hug?” Just be there. Call help if you feel they need a professional. Make sure they know they are not alone and the world would absolutely not be better without them in it! We need our people. Maybe telling those people what they mean to you in your life. How they have inspired you. It may give them something to focus on that is positive. It may not, so don’t get upset if they don’t snap right out of it! Just be there! Just BE there!

#justbethere2017

Happy Mother’s Day to you all! Moms all around the country today woke up to kids and husbands making them breakfast or having special meals and events planned to help to make you feel special. Mom’s everywhere have grinned through the cold cereal their kids call breakfast in bed and the overdone toast and eggs from her husband. Yes, this is stereotypical but we all know it has happened. Then there is the mom who had to do all the planning, all the shopping maybe because she doesn’t want to eat bad food or because she has spent so much time taking care of her family and is so seemless in how she runs it that the family forgets that it takes her effort to make everything work. Some of us may be sad that the family didn’t do more and some that are overwhelmed and feeling embarrassed that they did so much. Regardless moms, we have so much to fill our hearts with happiness.

Some moms left after their less than gourmet breakfast and got home to the same mess that was there when we first left, even though we may spent all day dreaming of a house cleaner being at our house deep cleaning and preparing dinner for us but we opened the front door only to realize the kids and husband’s efforts ended at breakfast and now it’s time to clean up that mess so we can make dinner because our mom is on her way for dinner! Don’t be sad mama, you kids and husband don’t know what they didn’t do, you take such good care of them you are ninja like with your mom skills. They don’t stand a chance! Your family loves you, don’t sit and get frustrated look at them and be thankful for all that you have done to let them be them! You build them up so much they want to do special things for you but they in themselves know there is no way to compare to you and they don’t want you to eat their own shitty cooking either. Just know mama, you are a rock star and you are doing it right!

Maybe you did wake up and didn’t have to lift a finger. You have naturals for your family. They know what you do, they notice. Maybe because you have prepped them well leading up to Mother’s Day because you remember last year when they had no clue. Maybe your family just knows what you like because they are instinctive! Maybe you are a control freak and micromanage everything and along the way they have picked it up and learned what you want and like. Either way, also should know you are doing it right!

If you had to make your own breakfast or eat burnt toast but got the perfect gift. Appreciate that! For some people service is not their thing. Some moms want the perfect gift and they tell their family what it is. Some husbands only know how to speak in the language of gifts and always hit a homerun with presents. Some people are just intuitive at getting the perfecdt gift and some people at good at asking for the perfect gift regardless if this is you, mama, You are doing it right!

Mother’s Day failures of amazingly underwhelming gifts and breakfast fails and dinners that mom has to make herself are part of the reality of Mother’s Day! Moms hold the world together. Sometimes when we give mom’s the day off we have sacrifices just as a CEO may have some sacrifices when they are not in every negotiation in their business, as a mom, we can manage the sacrifice. Most families want mom to be happy so mom’s lets let our families take care of us however they think we need! Relax, we can fix the misplaced dishes and the poorly folded clothes from today and clean up the rest of the mess during the week. Let’s relax, let our family feel good about how well they took care of us today. Whatever it is today it’s probably more than yesterday so let’s appreciate our family for it! Positive reinforcement will breed them wanting to do it more even if we have to wait until Mother’s Day 2018. (Small note if you are a little disappointed you really should communicate with your family what you want from them, they do not know if you do not tell them. COMMUNICATE)

My family ranges through all of these types. I have learned I like things a certain way and I have learned that I am good at organizing adventures so I planned out today bought tickets made reservations and purchase the meat for the Traeger. We had dirty dishes in the sink this morning so I asked my kids to do the dishes, before we left for our fun adventure filled day. The kids got to redeem old gift certificates (from 3 Christmas’s ago) for iFly (indoor skydiving) it was a blast to watch them have so much fun. (I wish I bought the Hubs and I flights it looked fun!) Then we did a Ride the Duck tour in Seattle, then stopped at the Museum of Flight. It was fun hanging with the family for the day. We came home for an amazing roast smoked on the Traeger by the Hubs. I had to go get the roast yesterday due to the fact that the Hubs was busy with baseball, helping with science homework and normal stuff! As much as I would have loved to have everything done for me, today was a better day because of the effort I put into it, I am proud of that! They surprised me with Sundaes for dessert! All in all for me it was a successful Mother’s Day. It’s not always about how much work you don’t have to do or what gift they get you it’s about the quality of time and day you had. We had a high quality day partly because of the work I had to do setting it up. My family noticed it, and said thank you to me for it! I loved today! I love adventuring with my family we have fun together. We get so busy with life that we forget how good we are together! Family: I LOVE YOU! I LOVE US!

#Family2017

Hello blog family! If you are reading this you may be one of the followers who have been missing me! I apologize for my lack of keeping up. I am trying to figure out my schedule and get back to blogging regularly. It has been a struggle these last few weeks. I love my blog I love being the person I can be here. No judgements no holding back just raw real Ruby is what you get!

The last few weeks life has been rough. Just like yours I assume everyone’s has! Between business owning, house cleaning (that never looks clean) and remodeling a bathroom, being a mom and Massage Therapist, Coaching and a slew of other things life has been…Life!

I’ve struggled recently toiling over what people think of me and to that I say Fuck it! I am Ruby I will be who I want when I want and I am not always the same crazy drinking swearing lady you read here, sometimes I’m a caring sweet mommy or a sexy wife or a prudishness dance coach, a professional and many other things depending on the hat I’m wearing! That’s my choice and  my decision. I am going to appreciate that and love it and own it! You should too Be You!

#BeYou2016

Happy Hump Day! Today’s Hump Day Challenge is brought to you by what didn’t happen for me on date night last night. A little DP. Grab your butt plug and your man and get yourself some double penetration! If you don’t have a butt plug check out the Sex Love and Washing Clothes store. Or you can do a little finger DP with your partner.

A back story about this. The Hubs likes pictures of me or actually my back side with my sparkly butt plug. I have one with a jewel on it. So I took a pic for him the other morning and it felt nice. It was pleasant and left me wanting him in my pussy. Sorry, as I know some of you don’t like this detail TMI, but why sensor myself now? I want to sort of help the ladies or those who are apprehensive about anal play relax. I get moments where I get apprehensive or nervous or just not into it. But taking out my little sparkly plug and inserting it for a photo op for the Hubs reminded me that I actually kind of like it. 

It takes a minute (or 15 sometimes) for me to get into it. Sometimes , maybe even most times, I have to be super horny and turned on to get into it. But once I do oh the sensation is so pleasant! It took working into it. My husband was really good at oral then he would use his fingers inside my pussy then he slowly added in the anal play. The more he did it, the more I enjoyed it, the more comfortable I got. However if he jumps to anal too fast I makes me pull away. So be careful partners to not rush it, you may lose the opportunity.

Just relax, have fun. Be playful, flirt with each other, make her feel like a queen. When it’s time to play with the plug, make sure you use lube! Slowly put it in then men put you meaty cock in her pussy and enjoy her fullness. She definitely will. Enjoy

Now go fuck play and/or love on and/or inside each other. Feel how wet her pussy gets with some ass play! And girls, enjoy how hard he is after playing with your ass before fucking you.

#sex2016