Happy Thanksgiving Eve!!! It is a bit of a tradition that we go out on the night before Thanksgiving. It has been over the years, kind of a high school reunion. We go out and see a bunch of friends who came back for the Holiday. However, as we get older that has kind of stopped happening as much. We all have kids now and net everyone is comfortable leaving their kids and going out to the bar.

Today’s hump day challenge is about giving thanks! Be thankful for your lover and thankful for your sex. Appreciate them by giving them what they like. If he is an anal sex guy lube up and give it to him. If she likes to have her pussy licked lick her pussy! Be thankful for them and thank them by giving them what they like!

Fuck the hell out of your lover. Make sure your lube is by the bed and you are mentally prepared.

Relax, have fun and fuck each other’s brains out!

#Fuck2017

Awe man, another day got away from me! I promised a Hump Day Challenge a day late so here we go. After dinner, find your lover in the middle of something and steal them away for a quickie. Maybe she is washing the dishes and you grab her around the waste and drag her into bathroom. Or your Man is out in his shop tinkering and you go back “help” but he knows you don’t know a wrench from a screwdriver except. You tell him to screw you and he is okay with that. The kids gone to finish homework or play in their rooms after dinner so you have a minute to go at it right there. Make it quick so you don’t get caught and lock the door! Maybe it’s in a closet or the corner of the yard where no one can see you but make it quick and make it sexy.

Talk dirty, whisper dirty so no one hears you. Don’t even take all your clothes off. When you come out the rest of the family will not know what happened but they will know it was a good thing. It’s a great way to adjust her attitude for doing dishes, she may want to do the like that every day. Have fun be relaxed and enjoy the quickie!

#Humodayquickie2017

I am constantly second guessing everything. Did I say the wrong thing? Did they take that the right way? If someone is mad is me what did I do could I have done anything differently? When my kids get in a bond what should I have done to prevent it?

It is never ending in my head. I know, I know never have regrets never second guess but that too, is just in my head and it doesn’t stop it from happening.

I ran into someone from my past today. They didn’t speak to me. Did I handle our last moments together wrong? Should I have said something else when they said they needed to not talk to me? Or should I have said what I was feeling in the “don’t leave me alone in this” moment. Has not enough time past or did I do something wrong?

Why do I care? Because in that moment in my life I lost a lot of my life. I lost what I thought were true friends. And that moment put me in a horrible place in my life. It was really out of no control over the situation, nit something I did or said wrong. But…. really? Was I completely innocent? All the second guessing I do. If I would have said this or not said that if I would have done this or not that… All that does is just causes pain and resurfaces grief I was just starting to move on from and get over. Is my friend okay? Is my friend still suffering? Or doing better? I thought maybe enough time had past to have that conversation, but no.

I’m not going back there, but why can’t I have self confidence and love myself and know I always do my best. I really do. I put my best out there all the time, for everyone else. I suck at doing what is best for me and speaking up for me! Because I’m too worried about offending or hurting someone else feelings, or breaking rules. Why do I fucking care. It’s obvious they didn’t care for me.

Now I know my friend. This person did what this person needed to do for themself. This person is unlike me they know exactly how to take care of him/herself. I am not always so sure. I wish I could learn that. Funny thing is right before the end of our friendship said person was trying to teach me that in a very good friend way just that lesson. I miss that friend. I miss that role in my life to learn that lesson.. I needed that then and I still do now…

Anyway this is all part of what? Where does it come from? Does it matter if I know? Is it my low self esteem or maybe anxiety? Getting the thoughts out help and if you are that person (the person like me), hear this: You did good enough. You did your best. It’s not your fault. Maybe in my situation I could have asked for more help instead I let my friend get what my friend needed. I needed more strength and I couldn’t get that from anyone else anyway. Everyone has their own story, it is not because of you that they are mad or sad or even that they don’t speak to you. Be there as a shoulder, not to fix it or them. There is no solution, just be there.

#justbethere